Geronimo, hang in there bud. You know...this is truly one of the hardest things anyone can go through but you will get through it and there will be a day when you will look back and be proud of yourself. There will also be a woman in your life who will see what you've gone through and appreciate your loyalty and devotion to your family.
Like you said, you miss the woman you thought you had, not necessarily the one you had.
Make some more plans for you and the kids, they don't have to be grand. Just plans to get you out doing things that are fun for you. Playing guitar, gardening, taking classes, volunteering, TM (ok j/k).
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again
