newmama- I want to hear everyone's perspective...it can only help me. I feel hopeless, and I feel "done"...but I guess the fact that I'm here and going to a counselor says something differently. I want to feel like there is hope, but when I look on the past, and around me today...I see none. I'm going to take all of your advice and continue to try..

My life is passing me by, I'm unhappy, I want another child that my clock is ticking loudly saying it's never going to happen...... I feel guilty staying in a marriage that feels like a sham.

M 39
H 39
1 son, 7

Multiple affairs before/during/and after separation, came clean, went to Retrouvaille, forgave each other, Piecing for over a year, same problems exist, back to counseling