update... Spent a great weekend with W and 2 oldest kids at a hotel. We enjoyed doing many different activities and had a great time just being together. I find myself pushing her away almost daily. I told her that no matter what I say, I do want to be with her and make this work and she is the same way. I think that I still have issues that I should discuss with IC regarding OM and that I feel "compared" in our relationship. However, I definately feel better every day and the "jealousy" and "anger" are going away as I learn the truth. Anyways, Marriage fitness is going well, we have found some new hobbies we like to do together and we are making it a point to drop the kids off with family and share some quality alone time together.
