Good to decent weekend, folks...both my W and I got some good GAL time and had some good together time this weekend with the kids.
We both got a little buzzed on margaritas last night and I tried to initiate ML and got rebuffed (but was OK with it)...I admit I'm a little obsessed with it now and need to slow down and let her come to me.
Any help/advice out there (or maybe will post on the SSM forum), as I'm really getting worked up around her and kinda anxious (heavy breathing, even some shaking...) I want to figure out how I can relax when things get more intimate, as I know it makes her feel nervous (which I don't blame). Just having a hard time controlling myself lately (as the "floodgates" are now opened, as it were).
A little anxious about this upcoming weekend as well, as she'll be in "OM land" for 2 straight days. W has tried to reassure me that there are no plans to connect with OM (and that it's not even in her mind anymore - there's been no contact at all in about 8 weeks (which was a couple of texts back and forth), but know I will be in various states of anxiety while she's away (luckily, will be busy with my kids and have a packed weekend)...
Lastly, am getting pretty lean and looking good, if I do say - had to buy some small shirts this weekend (and getting into 30" pants/shorts)!
