Bit of a downer yesterday. The OW apparently went to all the in-laws farms and met them. Apparently WAW also knows I've been in her emails, although still hasn't changed her password - silly woman.

Am annoyed with myself that it has dampened my mood. The sMIL was even more adamant that I must just move on and forget about them. She seemed less supportive of me than previously, I wonder what WAW and OW said to her during their visit, aside of telling sMIL when asked that their relationship definitely didn't begin until several weeks after the bomb. But I know different to that. sMIL said OW seemed very genteel and polite and nice enough.

I don't what she was expecting - I'd told her that OW was a master of manipulation and always very well spoken.

Trying to concentrate on the impending date next week, and having fun tonight.


Reality is that which, if you don't believe in it, doesn't go away.