D - DAY HAS ARRIVED

[ClingingToHope]

For me, our 10th year together seemed to be the best yet. We went to Vegas for our anniversary and then had the best Christmas together that I could remember.

And physically, it was like our first couple of years.

Then everything turned in January 2007 -- and I don't know why.

Mishka threw out a theory that STBXW was giving it one last shot emotionally. That she was trying to reconnect with me physically to see if that would turn things around in her head.

And then she decided it didn't. I don't know what to think.

I just wondered. It does take a lot for some men to grow up. I think I finally did in 2009.