The way he is now...she can have him, I only want the old version of H back It will be interesting to observe what happens with those two Midlifers
shell - I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours???? LOL BTW - I love going to the movies alone, I've never done it before, I only started since the bomb. You can sit wherever you want, get the candy you want....I like it
My yoga studio is offering belly dancing...I though about it but I chickened out.
What else do I do to GAL. Go to the gym, synergy class, girly stuff like hair & mani & pedi and last but not least shopping.
I'm a volunteer blood donor, donate every 5 weeks...I consider it a GAL because it makes me feel good.
Going to a wine & cheese party this weekend Meeting with my support group for coffee Checking out some art shows downtown I love reading And would like to plan another little weekend getaway with D Actually there are plenty of things that I would like to do and I'm slowly filling up the big empty space in my life that H left.
I also don't mind being alone, some people can't stand it, but I'm OK with it...to a point.
OK shelbel - now tell me yours
I'm really good today, kind of thinking of him in different way, more like "who is this stranger that used to be my H"....I think that I'm ready to do this "detachment" thing....I hope that I don't fall of the wagon again.
H sent me 3 emails today, all 3 came in the early afternoon. I didn't reply right away and tonight I receive another email from H
"I sent you 2 emails today. Could you please try to communicate with me at least in emails and reply to me when I send you something... Thank you!"
There was nothing urgent to reply to, so this must be about control again...
I just replied "OK" to the emails from earlier...that's all that was necessary if anything and I'd sent him one saying "sorry that I didn't reply fast enough for you"....
I wish that he would just leave me alone already. But you know what, it's just annoying, I'm not upset or emotional about it....I guess that's progress
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
