just got off the phone with the crisis counsellor again. it takes two to make a marriage work. in other words, he's obviously checked out so i need to give up. focus on the things you can control. and what would that be? i really don't know.
i feel like h and i are leading completely separate lives now. it's as if we don't know each other at all anymore.
i'm not sure what kind of work needs to be done. but i feel angry again.
