Yes, I sound like a whining weak idiot, but such is really not the case.
I neither implied you were or that you sound like one. Everbody knows these things are not easy. I am trying to nudge you in what I think is the right direction.
I could be wrong. Things didn't work out for me too well, but I am liking my returning optimism a lot more than the funk I was in for a while.
There is still a lot of stuff to love and appreciate in life, but it's hard to do that when this kind of thing is so much of your focus.
I will probably get served this week. I could be glum (and goodness knows I have had a lot of practice recently), but...it wasn't working for me.
M-47,W-40,No kids D-filed 5/27/2010 Piecing - 10/21/2010 -=Soon to be banned=-