So for some reason I'm having a tough evening ... kinda weepy and sad, venting a bit and generally just feeling really impatient and even a bit angry at H for the situation. Knowing that it's not doing me any good ... knowing that we've just begun our journey and if I'm honest I have many positives ... knowing that H needs this space and time for himself and that if I love him as much as I say I do then I need to respect and honour his needs ... knowing all of it and still feeling crappy.

Then I open my inbox and I've gotten the following email from The Secret:

"Pure love has no conditions or boundaries. Love does not restrain itself or hold back. Love gives all the time and doesn't ask for anything in return. Love is a continuous flow without any limits. And all of this is inside you."

It worked ... going to bed feeling much more positive ... good night all :o)

Peace
PEI

Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc