I've found that just about everything that I've decided was "true" on a certain day, didn't seem so true the next day
Yes. I know that well.
It sucks you go so long in between seeing your kids. I've been lucky. During the school year I see them every day after school. I have them every Wednesday night and every other weekend and that lasts until Monday morning.
How did you arrive at the schedule you have now? Is there any way to get time with them on your off weeks?
Otherwise, just keep charging on. One day at a time. Do you have any fun things planned for the summer?
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