What do you think will make you want to have sex with your S again? Just curious. After my H admitted his A it had the effect of making me want to have sex with him, (after checking he had taken precautions with OW). I believe this was for lots of primeval reasons - showing him what he might be losing, putting my scent/mark back on him, wanting to let OW know she hadn't got herself a faithful cheater, (lol) etc.......
I don't think my feelings about this are unusual so I am surprised by what you posted. No offence meant by my question.
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength