Am going to try NC with all my might. Not to 5! Or make him miss me or get him back. Am going to do it to begin getting used to life without him. Told him he is no longer to attend birthing classes, the birth, doc appts. No longer want him to call or text or email me, no drop by, no checking up on me.
Am seriously considering selling my wedding bands and turning in the divorce papers. This marriage is dead. Its gone. Not that it would ever happen, but it would take years to repair our relationship. And honestly am beginning to think H is not the person I want to spend my life with. A man who thinks bringing a child into a world of divorce is truly dimented and I couldn't love that person.
I am writing from my phone, PC still in the shop getting fixed. So I'm sorry that I'm unable to go into specifics or coments on ur comments. You are all so right. Thanks for the support. Wish he would fall in love with someone else so that I can just be done. Wish he would leave me alone too.
I'm so hot, and tired and really can't stand H anymore.
I miss my old H. Not this guy.
I could never trust him. Especially af ter thi s...
