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[papayachic]

I called his dad on Friday. His dad was going to go up to the summer house for the weekend. I told him I was pregnant and how Anthony and his mom reacted. He said he thought Anthony was getting better up there and is shocked of how An't mom reacted. He will be the grandfather no matter what and he will have a talk with him. (Ant's dad doesn't have much of influence on him so this is a moot point). And then I said and I heard he is with a girl up there and he said he didnt here anything like that but he has not been up in a few weeks.

I know I should be GALing but we would always sepend Memorial Day weekend at the summer house so I was really down this weekend.
Saturday I basically slept, woke up, slept....I was happy I slept but felt like [censored].

Yesterday I hung out with my parents and basically cried all the time.





He left me a message at 11:50 this morning, just an hour ago. He was acting all calm and nice and distant. He said


Hey W. what's going on its H.ummm Give me a call when you have a chance wanted to ask you a few things.
-just how you're doing, mainly, make sure you're doing ok
-wanted to find out if youre sending up the credit card.
-I haven't checked my email but wanted to make sure you emailed me my resume
-ummm,,what else
-I guess just to possibly see if you're sending me any money. I know you had to do calculations. I apoligize for the way I reacted the other day
I was little caught off guard with how I found out everything it was very frustating
-whatever truly choice you're making I respect and however we'll move forward with this is how we'll move forward about the
baby only
-but please, I know you might be busy today but call me when you have a chance so we can just start moving forward in a positive way for the sake of moving away from each other in separate ways but in the same time in a casual, yet cordial way.
I'm being picked up by friend to help him move since he bought a place but give me a call and if I don't answer I'll call back right away. Talk to you soon.
ok. bye.