WAH in MLC with PA

[DiamondGirl]

Thanks so much CW! You are absolutely right... I'm trying to do a lot of things at once. My job is fairly mundane so I have way too much time to think.. and it's hard to organize the home from here.. LOL

I'm trying to work through this anger though because it tanks every interaction H and I have. And I don't want to be the person I turn into when I see him and feel anger. Not a nice person and pretty petty and vindictive. Even if H and I never get back together, this anger will taint the R we have to have for our kids.

Both SIL have now "unfriended" me.. I guess because of the most recent episode with H. Then again, they are both hugely enabling him and aren't the healthiest either in attitude.

I'm holding on to anger.. and I don't know how to release it or let it go. I'm not usually one to hold a grudge either, so this is really hard for me to figure out...