No, she puts up a fit about handing over the cell phone. I hand mine over usually with no objection, I then ask for hers and she will ask why 100 times before she does, even then it does not matter because she removed everything.

All I am to my W is a big mistake. This is the word she uses often for passwords ect..

I never expected things to be great or even OK between us in such sort time but I never expected them to be this bad either.

Her bitterness and the grudge she is holding, I don't ever see it going away. People see the toll this has took/is taking on me and many say "Just let her go she is not worth it, she is not the person she once was so why bother"

Seems now that W is trying to keep me out of her family's mind. Her aunt just wrote her an email about a few things and ask how I was doing, W ignored it. W family has gathering every year on memorial day. I ask where the gather is this year and now its "I don't know, I don't think there is one"


M: 27, W: 25
Together since: 01/31/00
M: 10/4/09 (8 Months)
ILBNILWY: 01/24/10
EA confirmed: 02/10/10 (Busted).
Road to Reconcile began: 07/10/10
Retrouvaille: 09/10/10