Completely Blindsided

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I'm not sure if I'd call it better... possible a tad more stable, but a tad more hopeless at the same time. I wish there was something I could do to work at it, but I'm not being given that option. Completely beyond my power.

There's a hotmail chat function? I'll have to look into it.

I'm still seeing a counselor, and trying to work my way up to full blown therapy. It's hard to acknowledge that my own problems have gotten that bad... but my wife has left me. How much more do I need?

I should look into the DB coaching... is it easy internationally?