he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

its been a year since everything went down with h and psycho ow. i recall memorial day morning last year quite well...psycho and i were texting back and forth as i tried to tell her the truth about situation. it was a hopeless attempt...he moved out and never came back....until now lol...now he likes me as the mistress fantasy and pretends when he sees me like he doesnt have psycho sitting in his parents house pregnant....i swear this is a jerry springer episode.

im in a much better place than a year ago, which is great. not thrilled that i entertain his txts or that im as friendly as i am to him. we didnt talk for months until recently.

i do know i dont want him back, i think im doing whatever it is we are doing to get back at her and him and the situation. oh well.

order of protection is up this week. will be interesting to see what happens, if she starts up again.