I'm back. Unfortunately no Vodka. I am sitting in front of a nice fire in mmy back yard with a HUGE glass of Port. Yes the backyard that I may be asked to leave (sorry bout that a little anger).
On a serious note - Maybe tonight is one of those wake up calls. You know the ones that tell you that it really is time to let the F go.
I think it is really time that Shelbel thinks about her. No more pussy footing around it - think for YOU and the kids. I am not saying be an ass@ole...hey wait a minute your a women....so I meant don't be a beeachh.
I would first sit down and calm down. Pour yourself a drink and just chill. Then I would cry and let out as much pain, disappointment and anger out as possible. Finally I would go to sleep. As hard as it may be try to keep your mind from racing.
Then tomorrow I would sit down and ask yourself...
Okay Shelbel - niow its time to put on my big girl panties (subtle attempt at humor) on and figure how....
1) What co-parenting do I want 2) Who will watch the kids so that I can work 3) How much money do I need to support the kids and myself 4) What boundaries do I need to establish
Then if u can go get a pedicure or a manicure.
Pamper your self a bit u deserve.
Finally - stop ythinking that something u did or said caused his reaction to you today! Stop that. You have no idea of what is going on in his fu@ked up mind.
I'll be back in a few...update how u feel on the alt.
God Bless Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
