Mila, you are actually doing very well! I'm about 9 months more post-B than you, and I had these slip-ups until about 6 months ago. Give yourself a break, girl! This is hard.
It may be time to see/talk to your H as little as you can possibly manage. No backsliding. Hire someone to do what he wants to do for you. Communicate via text/email only if you must. Make some distance for you. It helps, a lot sometimes.
Don't let his demeanor fool you. Find your path and walk it.
M 65 H 64 T 39 & M 36 @ S 12/08 Two Ds
Do you know that the harder thing to do and the right thing to do are usually the same thing? Nothing that has meaning is easy. ~ The Weather Man
