Everyone is absolutely right. I have a huge problem with getting very upset and then highly overreacting, breaking down, etc. And then I calm down and can think more rationally. Which is what happened in the past several hours. So, I apologize for the multiple posts - I'm sure everyone has been there where for whatever reason it feels like the pain is just so enormous.
Everyone is right. Citygirl you are absolutely right, I know you are. I'm trying to find the strength. I know you are probably getting tired of typing the same things over and over.
This is all so new and I need to learn PATIENCE and I need to learn to forgive myself and move forward. I'm actually really fabulous and that has gotten lost somewhere along the way in the past two years.
I have written out a list of things to discuss with DB coach tomorrow and I'm hoping that she is on the same page with what everyone is saying here as for whatever reason that will make me feel better moving forward and doing those things.
Thank you everyone for listening to me when I freak out and helping to calm me down.
