Well so much for being done internally, the feelings hit hard again today after seeing our DD1. Every time I leave DD1 i get so upset that my family unit has been broken up. I learned also that in addition to the letter WAW sent my sister talking about getting a gun and divorce papers on the way that she actually went to our church and took all photos of her and DD1 off the bulletin board??? I am not sure why she did this? Why was that even necessary?
I miss waw so much, and anticipate divorce papers any day now. I will of course DB hard about any of this and will go dark talking to no mutual friends or her mother.
My question is why did WAW need to get the photos from our church?
I know i must be strong continue to GAL, but some of these weekend days with nothing to do, or at night it just really eats me alive. I think total detachment is pretty impossible, but I have to keep the course.
How long from being filed/served to the end of divorce court will this take? Can I delay signing ?
M 36 W 29 Together 2 1/2 years married 14 months Daughter 15 months Bomb 4/22/10 Separated since 4/25/10 OM 6/10/10 Hopeful, but moving on