feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Thanks Gardener for your post.

I was lucky enough to have a good day yesterday. No sinking feelings or sadness. I even went to a party and felt ok there with other married couples. There were 2 guys there from the last party we hung out with Mr. Luv who said to me, "hey where is your husband?" I replied, "I don't have one." They said, "congratulations" because they thought my former husband was a jerk. It still hurt to hear them say that. None the less I had a good time last night.

Today I feel blah....a little sad...and very much mad that I am left with all this responsibility and Mr. Luv is off doing whatever - puke! I'll try to stay upbeat but I feel like it's gonna be one of those days.

For me today I'll get some reading in by the pool it's so beautiful out.

Hope everyone is enjoying their Sunday