PT, CW, and Ericmsant - Again, thank you for your words. I am finding it difficult to remain "steady" with so much going on. I understand that I must "Live" in order to get better and the advice and insight I have gained here has meant so much.
I am not sure what my life really means at this point and I an trying to figure that out. I guess I am still searching to understand the reason for me being at this place in my life. My personality demands that there is a reasoning behind all of it. However, I also realize that I may never fully understand or have the answer.
Eric - While I have spent some time with friends, I will think about spending more time with my mom and sisters. I am very close to one sister who I speak with on almost a daily basis. It is still difficult (with my mom and other sister) for me considering our family history. However, I reach out more.
I hope each of you make the best of the holiday weekend even if you have to work. Have a good one!
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
