2 weeks left to DB

[newmama]

Wow, that is amazing to hear your D gurlged at you instead of crying! She knows how strong you are! What a birth-I bet you have a lot of healing to do and I wish you a speedy recovery.

and it was like he couldn't get close to her enough.

Do you mean he was squeezing and squishing her? (not literally but it looks like it?) I see so many dads do that (including WH)! Do you think he wants nothing to do with your daughter now?

-Keeps repeating he has not wanted to be with me for YEARS (up to 7 years!!). Find that devastating.

This is rewriting history- don't believe it. He may be threatened that you contacted a lawyer, hurt that you said you don't love him, and is "lashing out" emotionally. I find it interesting that he said he would leave in 3 months. I swear I remember reading ina post that he said he would be leaving right away...is that right?

But even then, although it is not the life I want, I only have to look at my baby girl and feel less alone, and have much more purpose. I think less about trying to save my M with WH, and realise he is definately NOT the man I need today. I hope he could change, and we could meet again down the track and fall in love again... and meanwhile, enjoy every minute of this precious little bundle!

Excellent Piano! Keep this momentum going. While your H is with OW, it will be easier on you if your H leaves so you can forget about him until he returns from lala land.

How often is your baby girl eating? Does she breastfeed for long periods at a time or short? How much did she weigh? Does she fit in her newborn clothes?