I remember you, I hope that you remember me also. I encouraged you to go to Retrouvaille, and you did go, but for some reason it didn't get you all the way to where you need to be. I am sorry it didn't work all the way for you. i hope this therapist will be able to take you the rest of the way. As I remember, OM was finally completely out of your heart. And you were going to read The Little Prince for inspiration (I always find that book inspiring). I do believe that the heart can follow actions. And I know you have tried. Perhaps your H was not reciprocating. I don't know. But give this a try. And let us know how it goes.
And you can always play word twist with me again if you have time!
