IMO - she would not give a sh*t if I left. I have come to accept that this is about her - in her mind. She has never had anything thaqt she could call her own, although everything I own is "ours" she does not see it this way. She is on a journey to find herself. I was not the greatest H. This is not guilt - it is the truth. I actually feel for her. I have come to understand my role in this. - can only work on myself and be the best I casn be.
In terms of OM - there have been two. The first was an EA the second appears to be a PA and is one of her supervisors. Is it still going on? Honestly I do not know. It is really none of my business at this point. The OM is a symptom not the problem. One must come to realize this. My W is trying to find her Adult self after being a stay at home mom. Do I agree with her actions? No.
I will be fine Mila. I will always love her more than she knows. I do not control her and have accepted that in the process of finding herself that I will be hurt. It is why WE MUST let go. She appears to have no true feeling torwards me and probably will not while OM is in the picture.
Mila - we must let go. We must move forward and we determine when that happens.
Thank you for your post.
Brooklyn - thank you for your post. I really appreciate it.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
