Originally Posted By: Gardener
hm,
Originally Posted By: hoosiermama
the timing is good; with my first new paycheck comes more financial and material security than I've had in years. surely that will be a factor in convincing Hoosiergirlie that I can take care of things!
Good for you. God how that must ease your sitch. And feel just plain old good!
Originally Posted By: hoosiermama
as I was reminded enthusiastically the other day, I'm right on the cusp of...something!
You know, I feel that way, too lately. No evidence. Don't know why. I just do.
Hey, wait a minnit...could it be the return of long-lost...optimism?!

lol! optimism, sure. but I think after slogging thru all this stuff the way we have done it, we know ourselves pretty well. and I think there's a sense of something right around the corner that is pretty palpable at times. optimism + intuition + self-awareness. all of it is good stuff!

and when someone else acknowledges it, can also see it...well, just further validation of our own self-awareness. (and possibly some synchronicity.)


M60
H52
D20
M14 yrs
OW-old gf from 1986
bomb-5/18/08
H filed for D-9/10/08
D final 4/24/09
xH remarried (not OW) 2012