True is right your OLD M is dead. The sooner you vaccept this the better. I am sorry to say that chances are that she has already detached.
Does this mean that u cannot get back together? IMO NO. What it means is that you must now begin your journey of healing. Your journey of finding who u really are outside of your M. Is this tough? [censored] YES. Can you do it? Yes! Right now I want u to rest and keep your mouth shut. The emotiions that YOU are feeling are normal. Because you are emotional you need need to drink a big glass of STFU (shut the ....). Please Still do not try and talk your way out.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
