Your whole situation brings back so many bad memories for me. He does not really hate you, he hates himself right now. He has no control over his emotions. Keep GAL.....
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11