I feel so bad for your pain in what should be a joyous occassion.
It is a shame with all that is going you should be focused on the good things not the hurt that you are feeling.
I have been following your post, and it seems that are some positives. If anything, the change in you has been positive and for the best.
Don't get discouraged no matter what happens. You have a beautiful baby on the way. You have more strength than you know to be going through this ordeal and being as strong as you have been.
Keep going strong!!!
ME-41 W-33 M-8 D-8 S-4 D 5/17/2010 www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1961097#Post1961097