Need a Plan for My Marriage

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OTMT,

Thank you as usual for the kind words. I really need them. Just when I think I have hope it is shot down.

I found out that the print my parents had is a reproduction, so we cannot sell it.

I found an attorney for $500 to do the paperwork and the motions, but now I cannot even afford that. W takes all the money we have, and what little money I make I have to get gas, buy food, and whatever else we need, so I have to come up with money again.

I just went to my bank for a credit card and was turned down.

I have deadlines for the my paperwork that approach so quickly. I still hear my W words "you only have 30 days, or you lose by default." I hate thinking about them.

I will take my kids tomorrow to at least have them away from her with me.

I am so disappointed again today.

It is like this for whatever I do. It never comes easy. For my W, it is always easy. She gets everything she wants and does not even try.

I work for everything I get, and it is not much.

I will never give up trying!!!