That's the thing Newmama, I don't want to have to deal with any of this after the baby is born. I read your posts yesterday and realized that will be me in a year from now. And now you are ready to move forward with the divorce. I don't think I have the stregnth to continue doing this. That maybe, I too should just procedd with the signed divorce papers. That me believing or waiting for a miracle is absurd.
I'm sorry if that's sounds wrong. Just think maybe I should be learning from you and that you allowed to be there for the birth and everything and still now, doesn't know how good he has it.
So I packed up my own room today to clear out for the baby. We shouldve been furniture shopping instead I'm home alone crying and feeling the same way I did when he left.
