I thought TGrit's post was hard to read. The M is dead really set me off for a bit.
Then I read the detaching thread, and now I wonder if she is following those rules with me. I am not a traditional addict, but I guess maybe I am addicted to her ATM, or the feeling she invokes or something.
Regardless, the way she acts, because I know she is moved by my words, seems like she is following the exact list of things to do. Makes me sad in a way I have not been before, but I guess certain realizations come with a price.
Thanks to you all. I am going to take a brake and just breathe today. Party for my little cousin's college grad is this evening, so good stuff to focus on.
