Ok, so we are home from our trip now. Trip was AWESOME! It was so good spending time with my step daughter and with my husband. It turned out to be a much needed trip and we definitly reconnected, it was just awesome.
I just could not be more happy to have my life back with my husband and feel that sense of security coming back.
We are doing so much better... I am starting to feel like this crisis might have been a blessing in disguise so that we can both learn to appreciate eachother and actually be aware of our actions and words towards eachother.
I still have my guard up somewhat, and always have it in the back of my mind that this could happen again, or this nagging fear that what I think is reconnected bliss will turn into me hearing "this isnt working for me" or something like that.... but on the surface, he is doing a fantastic job making me feel loved again.
How is everyone else doing? I havent looked over the board yet but will do so
Me: 25 H:25 M: 2yrs T: 4yrs No Kids Bomb: 11 Feb 10 Newcomers Story