I dont want to talk to him. I dont want to answer his email. I dont want to deal with him right now I cant take it. I hate his attitude. Its like he just doesn't care.
I normally did everything in our relationship. I think he is expecting that I will go along with everything to please him. That is always what I did.
I just tried to start packing up his stuff but I kept crying. I keep feeling like if I do that it is just giving him what he wants. I feel like I'm giving him ammunition to move full steam ahead - like here, I did everything you asked now you can divorce me.
I was so positive yesterday. It has only been a week and now I feel like I'm falling apart again.
All I wanted to do was have a relaxing day. I wanted to sleep in, do some cleaning and read. Now my thoughts are consumed by this again.
