What does this mean?- the WH's regrets?

[newmama]

I actually DON'T like vacations and time off work anymore. Work makes me so happy, it's sad when I can't go in. So, yeah.

I escaped through my work, too!

Well on MOnday I will go watch Sex and the City2 (even though it got bad reviews). Do you see movies alone? Of course I would rather have company but don't mind being alone either.

Here is the thing about anger- like I said in my thread,I didn't really feel it until recently. At least not consistently. And then I am now able to "drop the rope" and let go! Of course I am hoping that WH will notice this and stop me from leaving but at the same time I am truly 100% ready to leave (the WH version of him) if he doesn't.

I post it here on your thread because I wonder if your H really knows that you would be willing to walk away from him? Do you think he does?