I can relate to how you are feeling. Do a search on my name and read up on all of the mistakes that I made initially. You really need to detach right now. Stop worry about what can, maybe, what if - stop it. It will do no good. It will only feed your fear.
Hang in - you really can do this!
God Bless Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
