Shelbel- It was OK to show him that you care, you weren't demanding, manipulating, begging, controlling....you were just showing him that you still love him. What he does with that information is up to him, but I'm sure that it was noticed and filed....it may be remembered later.
Hung in there hon, you are doing good
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO