Exactly. I am very positive and very excited.

Paintballing was really good fun, I have the bruises and stiffness in all my limbs to prove it! Hard work carrying 3ft wooden jigsaw piece as well as heavy gun and full ammo pack under a rain of fire for 200 yds. Was worth it to get to do the rambo dive into the bunker at the end though. You must go and do it. Even the really girly girlies enjoyed it.

Am off to Scotland in about an hour when Chris arrives. Not sure how my legs will cope with being incarcerated in car for 6 hrs, will need to be extricated at the other end! And there will be just enough time to get beers in befor Eurovision finals start. Perfect!

Have arranged to go and see Spamalot with the almost old flame second weekend of June. The flirting is getting even more outrageous, and I'm having a lot of fun.

And maybe the OW stupidity at work will be starting to show by the time I return.


Reality is that which, if you don't believe in it, doesn't go away.