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I reread my post from today and a few things jumped out at me.

I am still angry. I know it takes time and that the anger is part of the healing process - so at least I know I'm normal. This anger also tells me that I truly still love my W.

I still harbor some guilt over my role in this. This too will take some time to heal from.

I also realized how far I still am from where I want to be.

Kerry - interesting clip smile

"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter".
"Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!"
"Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans