Maybe I didn't blow it?

[james217]

Oh, when I told her I would not be a backup plan or second best to anyone she tried to tell me that I wasn't second best and she thinks about me all the time and blah blah blah.

I wasnt really hearing it, though. I assume she was just trying to keep me on the leash with that.

Yep you're her security blanket.

You're the car that never breaks down.

O.m. is the flashy indy 500 racing car that could crash at any moment

I been right where you are and you gotta cut it off now. N.C. TOTALLY.

Otherwise your anger and resentment is going to build up man. It consumed me. It made me crazy. It made me expose her to family and friends. Which probably "justified her actions" in her mind.

It's not going to stop right now. You just come on here and vent dude. Don't let her draw you in and bait you like my WAW did.

P.s.

I went on a date today.