Well you could be right, I guess its a satisfaction thing to get her thinking. Because I cant contact her anyway if I wanted due to the no contact order.
I just want WAW to stew over my words I suppose. Just a parting message, as i fade into the sunset, that way she knows.
According to WAW's last letter that she sent my sister where she was talking about getting a gun etc.. She stated that she thinks I am pursuing her and that the only reason I want to be in my DD1's life as a way to keep her around.
WAW likens this to my last relationship of many years ago, where I was so depressed that I can honestly say I did think my other daughter and her mother were a package deal and that (I) we couldn't be happy unless we were all together.
To be honest I wasn't always there for my other daughter, but i have grown up and changed, and realize how important children are. I plan on fixing things with other Daughter who is 7.
That Flawed thinking is immaturity and a thing of the past. My 1 goal now is myself and my children. I will never make that mistake again. I have also had to deal with ex's craziness, and she has a BF that is insane. I plan to find a way to get her somehow, I really really had to detach from that situation.
My EX GF has a bit of disdain over that as she felt I abandoned my daughter by not seeing her for a year and 1/2 because I was battling through serious depression which i am over for sure.
WAW is wrong about that, and will find out soon enough I suppose.
Last edited by knightinneed; 05/28/1008:36 PM.
M 36 W 29 Together 2 1/2 years married 14 months Daughter 15 months Bomb 4/22/10 Separated since 4/25/10 OM 6/10/10 Hopeful, but moving on
