I am hurting today for some reason. I just am so tired today. It is catching up to me I guess. I look at her sometimes which I do not do as often and think what happening to us.
I'm sorry you are hurting. I know how you feel. We all do. It does get better, I promise you that. The down times won't last as long or come quite as often. I know that's no comfort at this time, but trust me, it does get better. Hell, I still have those days and here I am telling you it will be okay. Point is, it may never go completely away, but you learn to deal and move on with what you know you need to do.
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I will have to remain strong and continue to follow the path I am on.
Yes.
You get stronger every day.
Having a bad day doesn't make you weak, it makes you human.
Take a step back, refocus, and move forward. Do what's right for you and your kids. You're W isn't the person you married right now, you know that. If you can wait and don't want to D, let her do all of the work. Like OTMT said, you will never look back with regret knowing you did all that you could do. Letting go doesn't mean you stop trying. It means you work on being the best person you can be and letting her make up her own mind.
I hope you can find time to relax and enjoy your kids this weekend. You deserve it.
