Thank you CityGirl. Everything you are saying is right (as is pretty much everything else rob, etc is saying too).
I hate myself right now. I want so badly to do this. I know this unhealthy. I know this is unhealthy. I know everyone is trying to help and wanting to slap me to wake up. I know it but doing it is hard.
I need to give it a few days. I tend to get very emotional and react on emotion and I just want to feel good when I do all this.
You are right, my coach did not have all information on Monday and since then a lot has happened. I made another appt for Monday 5/31 with her at 10am to go over everything.
Part of my other issue is I think I'm in denial about him being an addict. I keep going back and forth.
If WH contact me at all this weekend I will not answer (wasn't planning on it anyway) so I dont have to deal with any of the above until I talk to the coach. I think once I speak to her and get a clearer understanding of her role as oppossed to the forum role it will help me.
I will be home most of the weekend - except for running a few errands so he wouldnt be able to come over without me being here.
