DM, you are doing very well. Really. You are really starting to express your pain and feelings without just blaming and lashing out. I see that as improvement. It hurts. It really does. Scary? Yep. It is. It takes time to change your viewpoint. It takes time to focus on you. It takes time....
Keep the money reigned in. Be disciplined in that regard. That sets you apart and will keep you from cycling on the roller coaster of guilt later.
Enjoy your weekend. Get out. Be with people. Make some new friends. Smile, even if you don't want to. Just so your face doesn't forget even if you don't feel like smiling
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
