Hey Pandora

I was just looking through the posts over the past 10 days on your thread.

You just went through a cycle my dear. I know it doesn't feel good. I've done it.

But look at it. Look at it straight in the eyes and you will see.

Your anniversary and all those mixed messages from H. You got sucked in.

And then the BUTs took over.

I know I shouldn't get my hopes up BUT I did.

I know I shouldn't look at his phone BUT I did

BUT this...

BUT that...

It's like when you first learn to ride a bike right...

You're going a long and you feel so confident ...

And you are so proud of yourself cause you're doing it..

You are riding your bike with no training wheels Yippee!

And you look back at your folks and they are smiling...

and you take your eye off the road just for that second...

to celebrate your achievement...

and then you lose your balance and start to fall...

and you can't stop and you hit the street...

and skin your knee.

You know how to do this. You don't need 2x4s (training wheels) anymore for this part.

You just fell off ok. GET BACK ON GIRL!

Do better.

Watch out for those BUTs.

No more excuses...

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am