well apparently he told me they joke around now too
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and then didn't tell me about this outing until yesterday.
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(yes, i looked at his phone...i'm starting down the kuku train again
So obviously you have not totally detached. Why the heck are you looking at the phone? What did you expect? Did you think you would feel better. Com'on on you know better Pandora.
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i backslid big time today and talked about this issue
okay all of us have done it at one time or another. NOW pick yourself up. You have 2 options - Get up and keep moveing FORWARD or STAY in a pit of misery. Which one do you want.
You can do this girl! You can.
Okay enough of the 2x$ - You and I both know how hard this is. Hard though does not mean impossible.
If you can stop looking at the phone - stop worrying about what MAY happen and just enjoy today you will make it.
He is going to say things that are not true. He is not in his right mind right now. He may never be - do you want to go crazy? I think not. So...reward yourself today and over the weekend. Please.
God Bless, eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
