so today is hard too. had gone out of town this weekend. H went out with co-workers and his "co-worker" was there. the girl he texts just "about work." well apparently he told me they joke around now too. and then didn't tell me about this outing until yesterday. then he's told me he never talks on the phone and well he called her yesterday (yes, i looked at his phone...i'm starting down the kuku train again). so he went from saying they NEVER hang out or talk on the phone and only text about work to this. oh and he told me himself that he texted her early in the am this week to help her wake up since she's been getting into work late.
here's my thing about this sitch. you know that movie/book...he's just not that into you. well clearly he's just that into her (and not me).
i'm so upset b/c well things have been going well (PMA, being just friends) but i backslid big time today and talked about this issue. i'm tired of being strong day in and out and having to act like i have no feelings.
please vets, hit me some serious 2x4s b/c seriously what is wrong with me?! this is NOT the time for me to be acting like this and i should know better. i just feel SO hurt and i'm having a poopy day.
