I really let her have it yesterday... For the first time during the separation I just said enough is enough and I had no desire to keep doing this.
On one hand, I'm embarrassed about it, but on the other hand I feel good that I finally let it all out.
I never called her any names, or said anything insulting, but I was angry, and I'm sure she could tell.
I told her a lot of things I've read here, about refusing to be a backup plan, refusing to be second best, having no desire to be with someone who doesnt want to be with me.
I said it pretty forcefully too.
Then she got really angry. Said that now everyone is going to know she is a bad person, and finished that thought by saying "And tell all your friends I said f*ck off"
Geez.
Also, I apparently, I was "NEVER" there for her in any way, I am crazy now, according to her, and I had an affair.
News to me.
Really, all I feel right now is anger. An impressive, nagging anger.
